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antigirlygirl

I plead the fifth.
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Since I moved about a month ago, I still don't feel right. I don't feel like I'm home. I don't really like living in a house because I feel like it's too much as if I don't deserve any of this. I miss living in apartments:/
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Alriqht here's an update to what's been going on:

iqott sunburnedd and am now miserably scratchinq, i'm still waitinq for the nexxt chapter for Oresama Teacher and Junai Tokkou Taichou [and i'm still lookinq for fanfics for both], I'm tryinqq to catch up on somee of my storiess but it's kinda hard when I have exxtra classes that I really need to pay attention too. I've been abitt of an emotionall wreck for some of thins week so alotta stuff made me almost snapp.
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Spit It Out

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Spring break's almost over and I'm still so sleepy. Again, I know there's no excuse for my being absent for so long. I've been trying to get my life back on track. A family member has passed away recently (RIP Abuelita) but I know she doesn't want to see me sad so I'll smile for her. :D

It pisses me off that I have three art projects and a five page essay that are going to be due soon but......I'm too lazy to do it. I'd get someone to do it for me but it doesn't feel right, you know?

The school year's almost over and I'm glad so I won't have to deal with people and their attitudes. :)

Isn't it awkward when you haven't talked to someone for so long and there's almost nothing to talk about? I haven't been online here for so long - I don't know what to talk about. I had a bunch of topics I wanted to talk about but as soon as I started typing the first sentence, everything in my head just dissolved and turned into static.

So that's pretty much it, I guess.

Uhh bye.
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I'm back...again. I know you're probably tired of my absences just as I am but I don't like going online and staying on for hours like this because of the guilt. For what, I'm not sure what.

I've gotten a new taste in music - sort of. It's only one band (I guess). For now, I'm a bit obsessed with Eminem. About two weeks ago, I was more than obsessed with Gorillaz and Blur but I was disappointed when i heard that the music video for Rhinestone Eyes was not going to be produced so I needed to listen to angry songs and all,

For some reason, Eminem came to mind. Weeks later, here I am.

I've also gotten a piano for Christmas but I don't know a thing about it. I'm happy that I've gotten one but I don't want to learn it - I just want to play something from Evanescence. :) I think I got it around the end of the week and I learned the white keys and I'm still learning the black keys, but I'm already watching the piano covers and writing down notes.

I wish I still knew how to read music notes, though.

All right, getting down to business: I've had quite a few stories written and most of them are already on my computer. But I have one that I really want to get started on. Usually when i write a story, I look around online for any inspirations and plots but I guess listening to songs will have to do.

I don't think I'll take photographs and post them up here. I guess I'm done with that - for a while so don't expect them.

I'm not sure what else to put here so I guess I'm done.

3Gender
Female
5Screen
Antigirlygirl
16Smoker
No
17Drinker
No
21APPEARANCE
22Hair Color
Dark Brown
23Is it Dyed?
Yes
Height
Not going to tell you but I'm pretty short.
31Piercings
Just earrings.
32Want More?
Yeah maybe just a lip piercing.
33Tattoos?
No
34Want More?
I kind of want one but that's it.
36Overall Best Feature?
My eyes I guess.
37Overall Worst Feature?
Myself?
38Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad?
I think my mom.  

I know this skips quite a few numbers but it was too long and some of them didn't make any sense.

Have a good day. :)
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I've noticed that the producers have made ridiculous movies about people making wishes that would make their lives a lot easier. But there was always a catch. Even in our wildest fantasies, something has to go wrong. It's unfair, I know, but that's life. I 've never made a wishlist  that's different from the usual Christmas wishlist.
Here goes my 16 wishes I would desire to happen:

1.I'd have naturally black hair instead of light brown hair.

2.I'd have an ivory, even skin tone that's hard to tan.

3.I'd NEVER gain weight.

4.I'd have my snakebite piercings before I'm 15 (with parental permission,
of course. And I know it will probably never happen before I'm seventeen, but I needed to fill in the space.)

5.I'd be allowed to wear as much make-up as I desire. (Such as heavy eyeliner, foundation, and etc.)

6.I can draw everything perfectly.

7.My best friend somehow ended up being my sister. (I know it'll never happen, but I couldn't think of anything.)

8.I know my spanish too well. (I really want to)

9.I'm allowed to wear nail polish.

10.We got the house and lived happily in Pflugerville.

11.I never get pimples, bumps, redness, whiteheads, blackheads, and etc. no matter what or how much I eat.

12.I will get a "fashion mullet" or scene-styled hair with it big and teased on top and straight in the front with extensions or highlights along with a side-swept bang that is layered. (I always loved that kind of hairstyle since I was in the fifth grade and I've been wanting to have my hair done like this ever since, but my parents forbid it. :P)

13.I will put neon-coloured highlights in my hair without a care in the world.

14.I will buy combat boots.

15.My hoodies are my constant companians. (And I don't want to take them off....unless I'm at home.)

16.My thighs and calves are a bit smaller then they are now.


I'm going to try my best to write in this journal thing when I can so you people know that I still know that I've created an account on this website. And I love writing in journals, but sometimes I run out of what to say, so I'm going to write stuff like this or about my day.

Bye♥
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